Hamide Bugari’s
worst nightmare began as she fled Kosovo on foot with her
seven small children. She realized they would not make it
unless she could find someone to carry one of her youngest
children. A man on a tractor promised to bring her one-year-old
daughter, Pranvera, into safety in Albania. When Hamide and
the others finally arrived, she could not find her daughter
anywhere.
“I just want to know whether she is still alive, that’s
enough for me. She is so young, I am afraid she would not
survive if they didn’t make it across the border and
were forced to stay out in the open inside Kosovo,”
Hamide says.
She has temporarily settled in a camp in Albania. Through
the Red Cross, she is trying to locate her daughter. The ICRC
tracing unit has broadcasted messages on BBC, Deutsche Welle,
Voice of America and Radio Tirana, asking for information
about Pranvera.
“I was so tired when I asked the man on the tractor
for help, I could barely carry Pranvera anymore. The other
children were scared. My youngest son is two years old. To
be able to take care of them, I had to ask the man on the
tractor if he could take Pranvera with him to Albania. I wrote
down his name, but that is the only information I have.”
Hamide is totally heartbroken over her lost child. Every
day she has to pull herself together to care for the six others.
“I don’t even have a photograph of Pranvera.
There has been fighting in Kosovo ever since she was born,
so we never had a chance to take her to the photographer.”
The only pictures Hamide has still got are in her own memory. |